November 30, 2002
...Sabbath

I'm sitting here on Sabbath. Ya know, I have to be honest. I hate Sabbath with my family. Because it's not Sabbath with them. It's more like spoil themselves day. And I really don't appreciate it. I'm not sure how to go about getting them to like doing other things on Sabbath, but maybe God will help me with that one.

I figured something out this homeleave. I'm a lot like my mom. I want to be like my mom in a lot of ways, but the ways I see I'm like her I don't want to be like her. Please pray for me on this one, because I need help. I need to change some things about myself that are kind of hard to change because it's a way I think subconsciously.

I have to go back to school tomorrow. Pooh on that. Do not want to go. At all. Plus I don't get the car anymore because mom wants to use it, and dad's getting back the 5th. Which is pretty exciting. I can't wait until my dad gets back, but I sure am going to miss the car.

I miss Dan a lot, but I'm having a fairly good homeleave, new discoveries about myself and all that nonsense. He's in Maryland. He's with his brother. I'm going to try and make him a thanksgiving dinner when we get back to Milo since him and his brother didn't make one. I'm not sure how I'm going to go about doing that, but yes, I'll try.

Man, I can't wait until Christmas break. It's going to be soooooooo nice.

I got the new Norah Jones CD. It's so good! Brittney, you'd love it! Man, it's just so good.

I really need to get ahold of Seslie. I haven't written or e-mailed or anything in so long and her site isn't up anymore. Grrrrr.

Man, yesterday I looked everywhere for a snowboarding jacket and I couldn't find one that was cheap enough but something I liked. Grrr to that.

Well, I must go. I'm not sure what we're doing today but Bryce and mom want to go see a movie or something :(. I love you and miss you all. You've probably stopped checking my site because I haven't posted in so long.

Oh! P.S.
I got spiffy socks!

Posted by tarnna at 11:01 AM
November 28, 2002
sitting here

Happy Thanksgiving to everybody. I'm exhausted. Tired. Plum tuckered out. Which is odd because I got about 20 hours of sleep today and yesterday.

Dan's in Maryland, it sounds really cool even though he sounds kind of bored. I'm in p-town. I want to be in Hood River, and I will be tomorrow. So that's good. I want to see Danny and Torsten and Amancay and Hans and Dane and Aaron and Chris M. and everybody. And Hannah and Tyson and Emma. My goodness, I just want to see everyone. I miss them all so much.

My dad's getting back the 5th instead of the 24th. So I'm excited. I don't get the car anymore because my mom's going to have it until my dad gets back. I am so incredibly bummed. You never realize how much you like having a car until you have to give it up. I'm pretty sure Dan would let me use his if ever I wanted to, but I don't know how to drive stick and I don't think I'm allowed to.So bummer deal.

Well, must go. love you all lots. I miss you all.
tarn

Posted by tarnna at 08:44 PM